choices, choices

I kind of have a hard time with change. I have a really hard time with making decisions. I base a lot of decisions on the way that I feel about things - not sure if it's the smartest, but it's worked out in the past. When I was graduating high school, I went to each of the colleges that I applied to, and then decided which one I was going to based on the vibe I got there. I'd like to think it was the spirit guiding me, but I feel like Im overspiritualizing here. Who knows?

So now I'm back doing the same thing. I am trying to find a place to live. I have two apartments right now, which is ridiculous, because I am easily suckered into applying for places. One place is perfect location, brand new, but pretty small and pretty expensive. The other place is bigger, but nasty, not as good a location, but $100 less. Now logic would say, screw the "niceness and location" you have no money and you're just sleeping there. But the feeling I get there is horrible. So what the heck is a girl to do?

I also just got offered to coach 7th grade vball in oxford, which I would LOVE. I love coaching, I love volleyball, and I'd LOVE hanging out with kids. I just already feel like I am drowning in second grade because I have no idea what I am doing. So again, I'm counting on the feeling.

Maye I should just pray or something...